Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Just because of one mistakes , everything is gone .
The love , the bonding all vanished . I know i'm wrong , but i don't know why i feel this way . I try giving you time to calm down , but untill today morning , the way you treat me still very cold .When i ask you do you still love me ? your answer today is still iloveyou . But why i just can't feel anything ? i swear is not me fading towards you . I know myself i still love you very much, i even got a night mare that you leave me again .Tears all over my bed , in my dream and sleep you are all over my mind . Morning wake up , first thing , you come to my mind . Check my phone , not even one message from you . Thought maybe you are still asleep , but you're not at all , busy playing your maple . What is this ? I don't know what this relationship means to you anymore . But to me , i call it a relationship failure . If a better girl come into us , i won't comment on anything , but i will get out of the triangular love .
(When i'm typing this , my heart just keep on breaking and breaking .....)
Take me away,